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I wish that when people said that they were going to do something that they would actually commit to it and follow through with it. Kevin just told me that he doesn't know if he is going to be coming home with me to Pittsburgh. Which I completely understand since his grandma just passed away this weekend that he kinda wants to be with his family right now. When I grandma passed away I didn't go to school for a whole month for goodness sake. But this kinda changes a lot of things. If Kevin doesn't go that would leave just Erich me and Jared. Which would makes for some things being a little awkward on Erich's behalf. Then at dinner Theresa said that Erich told her that he didn't know if he would be able to go. That would definatly change things A LOT since he was the one that is supposed to be driving and everything.
I guess I wouldn't mind just going home with grandma but I guess I need to talk to Jared and see if he would still want to come if it was just me, him and grandma. I don't know how I feel about him meeting all my family. It changes things if it is just him rather then a group of friends coming to visit. I would end up spending a lot less money if it were just me. With bringing a group of people, I feel like I have to entertain. Things are so confusing but I'm trying not to think about them to much because I'm probably making them more confusing then it really is.
Whatever I guess time will tell.
I guess I wouldn't mind just going home with grandma but I guess I need to talk to Jared and see if he would still want to come if it was just me, him and grandma. I don't know how I feel about him meeting all my family. It changes things if it is just him rather then a group of friends coming to visit. I would end up spending a lot less money if it were just me. With bringing a group of people, I feel like I have to entertain. Things are so confusing but I'm trying not to think about them to much because I'm probably making them more confusing then it really is.
Whatever I guess time will tell.