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i've been reflecting on the past 10 months or so
realizing how much i've grown and/or changed
i remember hanging out and being conscious of things i said and did
as normally happens when you start hanging out with new people and in new environments
and hanging out last night
with my closest friends from school, just talking and realizing how much we don't know about each other
after spending almost every day together since last august, sortof blows my mind
and i realize, nowadays, theres not a single soul that really knows me
knows what goes on inside my head, how i feel on a daily basis, how i react to things normally, the way i act in such a different environment, around such different people, no one knows all about my past, and the present and where i really want to be in the future
no one knows all parts of it..and that's strange, because i've consistently, for as long as i can remember, had someone in my life that is such a complete part of my present, and somehow grew to know so much of my past, or at least enough that was relevant.
and it's almost refreshing to be at such a different stage in life
because i guess it goes to show that school and life in general have actually helped me to grow and develop as a person
despite the fact that i often feel im going in circles with so many situations
realizing how much i've grown and/or changed
i remember hanging out and being conscious of things i said and did
as normally happens when you start hanging out with new people and in new environments
and hanging out last night
with my closest friends from school, just talking and realizing how much we don't know about each other
after spending almost every day together since last august, sortof blows my mind
and i realize, nowadays, theres not a single soul that really knows me
knows what goes on inside my head, how i feel on a daily basis, how i react to things normally, the way i act in such a different environment, around such different people, no one knows all about my past, and the present and where i really want to be in the future
no one knows all parts of it..and that's strange, because i've consistently, for as long as i can remember, had someone in my life that is such a complete part of my present, and somehow grew to know so much of my past, or at least enough that was relevant.
and it's almost refreshing to be at such a different stage in life
because i guess it goes to show that school and life in general have actually helped me to grow and develop as a person
despite the fact that i often feel im going in circles with so many situations