May 10, 2005 22:30
Today was an all around good day. Evan is sick. i'm worried about him. I know he'll be fine, i just wish he felt better... thats all :-/ ihuboy <3
Things i learned:
Gym class tennis- I suck. and it's NOT all about the sucker. it's just the icing on the cake
You can never have too much chocolate ice cream, especially ice cream cake
Trig, it's not as bad as everyone makes it out to be, actually... i kind of enjoy it. *gasp*
How i truly value my friends, the best friendships that i've gained over the years especially such as terri and Ron and Joe. with out them, i wouldnt have learned what i have so far and i wouldnt have experienced what i have. they're wonderful people to have in my life, and i hope that i'm able to stay in touch with them while we're off doing our own thing <33
Things that made me happy:
Walking around barefoot again today at nv
Going to the hospital to have pictures taken for NV
My friends
Going to dance class and talking to the little girls about what teachers were still at fairgrieve
and kind of re-living my child-hood while doing it :-)
Going on a random car adventure with doreen while listening to her vent and getting MORE chocolate Icecream and strawberries :-)
THen eating the chocolate icecream outside...
Mr. Galek in physics relating the theory of relativity to our family trees...
Talking to my beautiful, handsome, and oh so caring boyfriend on the phone this evening... i heart him so much <3
Talking to heather about going to the ZOO tomorrow!!!
Going on a random car adventure with Heather, Amanda and Leila this morning :-)
Thinking about college and how wonderful it will be to be away from highschool melodrama land
Car adventures with terri and joe talking about sagginess in old people "remind me never to get old... cause THAT sucks"- Terri
Having a heart to heart with ron, not in-depth, but that'll come eventually :-D
Things that i've come to realize:
I've matured a lot over the past couple months i think. Like i said before, i know where i'm going and i'm headed in that direction, nothing is going to stop me now, no looking back. i'm content with who i am, who i'm with and who i will be in the future.
Highschool is very dramatic, and i cant wait to be away from it. although i'll miss my friends, and all the good times we had together, college is the next step in life. it's where people are out on their own, coming into their own as an indiviual, it truly is survival of the fittest. the strongest will "survive" have good jobs, good families etc while the "weak" or not as mature so to speak will... well not i guess...
I just realized that i rambled about this for ever and a day and a half... it's not that important. idk i'm done.