I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall... <3
So who updates this anymore raise their hand...
Anyway
Today started out to be a rocky day but ended wonderfully :-D
Things that made me happy:
~Walking around the New Visions house Barefoot, as well as outside barefoot:-)
~Dance Class
~I bought a huge bag of Peanut M&Ms with Kristen today, and Jessica and i ate them, well a lot of them... it was wonderful
~ riding in hil's car barefoot
~ Sitting on my patio drinking crystal light and doing my homework outside it was so nice out
~ Talking to Dan Bobbett's mom, she's so wonderful. and i always laugh so much when i talk to her
~ Talking to the cutest boy ever on the phone today, he knows who he is, and truly makes me smile inside and out <333 :-*
Things that made me sad today:
~ Realizing that i have to write a huge paper for english i have no idea or what direction i want to take my paper in... yep
~ Shit lunch today at school
~ That rabbit thing...
~ My sister being retarded while i'm on the phone, seriously i dont act like an asshole when people are over for her or when she's on the phone... ghod
~ General Stupid Higschool land melodramaticness... who's over it raise their hand...
*raises hand*
But other than that, i've felt generally happy with myself. i'm beginning to come to terms with who i am and i'm comfortable with that and i'm very comfortable and content with who i'm going to be in the future, i know the path i'm headed on in life and i intend to stay on that path. I've got a lot going for me right now, a lot that is stable finally and that i hope will last for a long time to come :-) i finally feel as though i've got my head on straight... it's a good feeling and i'm not going to let this one go. I feel really grown up, and i like that... i like that a lot <3
What else- Oh, Evan came on sunday :-) he's so wonderful. i'm in serious like with that boy :-D He and i ate lunch with my family for mothers day haha gramma and grampa camps came over to eat. it went over well. i really think my family liked him. which is wonderful. i'm so glad seeing as to how he got off on the "wrong foot" <333 he's some kind of wonderful. Then the rest of the amies came over after lunch. terri, joe, ron shandy and leslie lover came over. we hung out, ate chips and went to the park and acted like little kids:-D it was wonderful
I was very agile. i hopped up on the bars, and evan couldnt do it... *giggles* he was cute trying though :-) Then ron and shannon got into a "fight" as in, shannon was hanging from ron's leg... that was quite humurous. they're so adorable together. they make me smile. It all in all was an amazing day. it was much needed. i cant wait until it happens again.
Meanwhile this weekend. Mucho things are happening.
Rachels dance recital thursday and friday.
Doreens' wedding on SATURDAY. Fluffy is coming with me, it'll be fun.
Terri- dont forget to bring that black cardigan for me to wear. i need it haha
i'm excited. i've got the world on a string, and things are finally going my way.
amen.
<3
Anyway
Today started out to be a rocky day but ended wonderfully :-D
Things that made me happy:
~Walking around the New Visions house Barefoot, as well as outside barefoot:-)
~Dance Class
~I bought a huge bag of Peanut M&Ms with Kristen today, and Jessica and i ate them, well a lot of them... it was wonderful
~ riding in hil's car barefoot
~ Sitting on my patio drinking crystal light and doing my homework outside it was so nice out
~ Talking to Dan Bobbett's mom, she's so wonderful. and i always laugh so much when i talk to her
~ Talking to the cutest boy ever on the phone today, he knows who he is, and truly makes me smile inside and out <333 :-*
Things that made me sad today:
~ Realizing that i have to write a huge paper for english i have no idea or what direction i want to take my paper in... yep
~ Shit lunch today at school
~ That rabbit thing...
~ My sister being retarded while i'm on the phone, seriously i dont act like an asshole when people are over for her or when she's on the phone... ghod
~ General Stupid Higschool land melodramaticness... who's over it raise their hand...
*raises hand*
But other than that, i've felt generally happy with myself. i'm beginning to come to terms with who i am and i'm comfortable with that and i'm very comfortable and content with who i'm going to be in the future, i know the path i'm headed on in life and i intend to stay on that path. I've got a lot going for me right now, a lot that is stable finally and that i hope will last for a long time to come :-) i finally feel as though i've got my head on straight... it's a good feeling and i'm not going to let this one go. I feel really grown up, and i like that... i like that a lot <3
What else- Oh, Evan came on sunday :-) he's so wonderful. i'm in serious like with that boy :-D He and i ate lunch with my family for mothers day haha gramma and grampa camps came over to eat. it went over well. i really think my family liked him. which is wonderful. i'm so glad seeing as to how he got off on the "wrong foot" <333 he's some kind of wonderful. Then the rest of the amies came over after lunch. terri, joe, ron shandy and leslie lover came over. we hung out, ate chips and went to the park and acted like little kids:-D it was wonderful
I was very agile. i hopped up on the bars, and evan couldnt do it... *giggles* he was cute trying though :-) Then ron and shannon got into a "fight" as in, shannon was hanging from ron's leg... that was quite humurous. they're so adorable together. they make me smile. It all in all was an amazing day. it was much needed. i cant wait until it happens again.
Meanwhile this weekend. Mucho things are happening.
Rachels dance recital thursday and friday.
Doreens' wedding on SATURDAY. Fluffy is coming with me, it'll be fun.
Terri- dont forget to bring that black cardigan for me to wear. i need it haha
i'm excited. i've got the world on a string, and things are finally going my way.
amen.
<3