take this knife out of my back
well, this holiday season has been one of betrayel, lieing, and backstabbing. The extent of the sketchiness of paige is unbelievable. In hindsite, i should have seen it coming. I got fucked over.
Jan. 13th, we have a show in SLO. show was ehhhh whatev. Got super stoned. Put my gear in richie's (singer of paige) car and rode home with him. I spent the night at Justin, matt, richie, and kyles apartment and had to take the train back to davis the next day. I have nowhere to put my amp because i cant bring it on the train. so i ask justin if he could take care of my amp when he takes care of his amp and keep them together. he said sure dude no problem. because hes my friend right?
two days later i call him from davis to find out if he took care of it. he said no. i asked him "why not?" he said "hey man, you gotta take responsibility for your own shit." to myself im thinkin "ya thanks fucker for telling me when im 2 and a half hours away." But i just asked "well can you take care of it?" and he replied "if i remember." I knew he was just smoking weed and wasting away in his house and was too lazy to do shit.
dec. 23rd we have a show in marina. i show up around 7 ish. Everyone was there, except for richie, however those of us who were there were all scattered. i say hey to some of my old high school friends. one of them tells me that he heard i had been kicked out of paige and replaced by matt. i said "what the fuck? i think id know if i was kicked out of my band." he just said "i guess youre right." whatever id been thinking of quitting anyway. but i decide to find out for sure. I ask justin if he knew anything about me being kicked out of the band. he just said "who told your that? you know what? i heard i was being kicked out too. we need to have a band meeting because too much shit is being talked." i said "damn right we need to have a band meeting!" that conversation ends.
watch some bands play. then i ask justin where my amp is? he said "i dunno?" i said "what do you mean you dont know?" he pulled the same shit "man you gotta take responsibility for your own shit." "i was like well where is my amp now?" he said " i dunno" then i asked "well is it richies car?" justin "i dont know, i dont think so."
fuck. so i ask richie if he knows where my amp is. richie "i dunno where your amp is. i dont concern myself with the equipment." then i said " well, when did it leave your car?" richie "like a couple days after" i asked "and you dont know who took it?" richie said "i dunno, its prolly in our new practice space."
played the show and it was fun. jessie and jeff made out which was also fun. partied a little bit over at matts house after the show. then went to my moms house and crashed.
next day, i called justin 5 times to find out where my amp is. no awnser. so i called jason. he picks up. i asked him what the deal with justin was, is he trying to steal my amp or what? he said no i dont think their trying to do that. i said well what else am i supposed to think. he then finally told me that my amp got stolen and richie and justin were to scared to tell because it was their fault. so im pissed, i lost my amp and i was lied to by my supposed friends.
i think about it and i talk to jason later online and tell him im quitting. hes like "are you sure?" i said "ya, i cant trust these guys man, i dont even consider them my friends anymore. they dont even have the courage to tell me they fucked up and got my amp stolen." he says "ok i tell everyone." i said "thanks dude" i continue to talk to jason and shoot the shit whatever and i find out that they had me and tim replaced a week before the show on the 23rd. they just failed to tell us. fuck that. that means when i asked justin if i was being kicked out. he straight lied to my face. youre a spineless coward you fuck and i hate you. you owe me 500 dollars for my amp you piece of shit.
Jan. 13th, we have a show in SLO. show was ehhhh whatev. Got super stoned. Put my gear in richie's (singer of paige) car and rode home with him. I spent the night at Justin, matt, richie, and kyles apartment and had to take the train back to davis the next day. I have nowhere to put my amp because i cant bring it on the train. so i ask justin if he could take care of my amp when he takes care of his amp and keep them together. he said sure dude no problem. because hes my friend right?
two days later i call him from davis to find out if he took care of it. he said no. i asked him "why not?" he said "hey man, you gotta take responsibility for your own shit." to myself im thinkin "ya thanks fucker for telling me when im 2 and a half hours away." But i just asked "well can you take care of it?" and he replied "if i remember." I knew he was just smoking weed and wasting away in his house and was too lazy to do shit.
dec. 23rd we have a show in marina. i show up around 7 ish. Everyone was there, except for richie, however those of us who were there were all scattered. i say hey to some of my old high school friends. one of them tells me that he heard i had been kicked out of paige and replaced by matt. i said "what the fuck? i think id know if i was kicked out of my band." he just said "i guess youre right." whatever id been thinking of quitting anyway. but i decide to find out for sure. I ask justin if he knew anything about me being kicked out of the band. he just said "who told your that? you know what? i heard i was being kicked out too. we need to have a band meeting because too much shit is being talked." i said "damn right we need to have a band meeting!" that conversation ends.
watch some bands play. then i ask justin where my amp is? he said "i dunno?" i said "what do you mean you dont know?" he pulled the same shit "man you gotta take responsibility for your own shit." "i was like well where is my amp now?" he said " i dunno" then i asked "well is it richies car?" justin "i dont know, i dont think so."
fuck. so i ask richie if he knows where my amp is. richie "i dunno where your amp is. i dont concern myself with the equipment." then i said " well, when did it leave your car?" richie "like a couple days after" i asked "and you dont know who took it?" richie said "i dunno, its prolly in our new practice space."
played the show and it was fun. jessie and jeff made out which was also fun. partied a little bit over at matts house after the show. then went to my moms house and crashed.
next day, i called justin 5 times to find out where my amp is. no awnser. so i called jason. he picks up. i asked him what the deal with justin was, is he trying to steal my amp or what? he said no i dont think their trying to do that. i said well what else am i supposed to think. he then finally told me that my amp got stolen and richie and justin were to scared to tell because it was their fault. so im pissed, i lost my amp and i was lied to by my supposed friends.
i think about it and i talk to jason later online and tell him im quitting. hes like "are you sure?" i said "ya, i cant trust these guys man, i dont even consider them my friends anymore. they dont even have the courage to tell me they fucked up and got my amp stolen." he says "ok i tell everyone." i said "thanks dude" i continue to talk to jason and shoot the shit whatever and i find out that they had me and tim replaced a week before the show on the 23rd. they just failed to tell us. fuck that. that means when i asked justin if i was being kicked out. he straight lied to my face. youre a spineless coward you fuck and i hate you. you owe me 500 dollars for my amp you piece of shit.