(no subject)

[starvation]

I'm gettin' dismembered in the morning
you're the sole beneficiary of the policy
but I can't remember your social
or
or
or
or
a lot of things
but I remember your hair
soft and thin and mousy
toussling it when you would come up for air
oh that again
fuck off, you're fucking that manbun
let me nurse my regret
I've reached a point where I can't get more embarrassing
you'll shut me out and seal off the doors
and I'll just bide my time
secure in the knowledge that I'll find a way to fix it
eventually
it's funny
I was thinking about my marriage
and I ended up thinking about you
all over again