(no subject)

[starvation]

violent nothing
null// disquiet
distemper
I've had all my shots
I scream
as she runs out of the restaurant
I was just kidding
she pulls away so hard
think I'll separate her shoulder if I don't let go
I don't let go
shaking  // vibrating
electrical penetration
penitence
muscles spasm, cells divide
my head is full
of secrets// silence