Nice Girls Finish Last

Aug 15, 2007 23:00

I feel frustrated.
I feel ugly. I don't care what people tell me, I look in the mirror and see endless flaws.
I feel used.
I feel stupid for letting my generosity be taken advantage of again and again.
I used to love who I was, and now I only hate who I am, because nice people never win.
Nice people only end up getting hurt.
I hate not being able to say no.
I hate caring so much...especially about people who could careless.
I hate work.

I wish I had someone I could talk to but I don't. And even if people tell me I can talk to them, I can't. I don't trust anyone enough to open up. I hate being me. I'm totally in control of ruining my life.

I don't want to be negative anymore. I hope this was me getting it all out.
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