A story

Aug 23, 2007 19:53

There once was a girl that was lost. She grew up with such a judgemental family she was determined to do w/e it took to find herself, her own beliefs, and her own identity. This perfect family persona was getting to be too much for her, but before she could let out one last scream, it was time for her to stray away from the ones that judged the most. She was old enough to leave....so she left with no hesitation. After some time, she fell into the interesting books of wicca. These books, these ideas,....felt powerful to her. It was unbelievable how this religion is ultimately steriotyped as a sacriligiously insane religion to study. That was the most intrigueing thing about it. As she began to read, memories began to seep back into her dreams of what made these ideas so powerful in her eyes.
Ever since she was little, there was an unexplained bond between her and nature. Now, there are many different forms of wiccan religion from all over the world. All she had studied were the basicas, however there was a very obvious link between the human species and the settings around us. The point is, she had found her soul in her beliefs. She finally realized she held a certain belief in this area her whole life, she just didnt realize it. She began her meditation skills, trying desperately to try and control her mind, thought process, and dreams. Finally, she came up with this idea. What if....."I could create my own power? Is that possible?"
One night, she meditated. There were no spells, no incantations, no sacrificing. All she did, was sit in her room for as long as it would take for her to gain a very long balance of energy inside of her. After she felt at peace, she prayed. "Open the door to my mind to feel and see what others cannot". That was what she wanted. As wierd as it was, she wanted to help people more than ever and maybe asking the goddess for help would help others even more. After that, wierd things started to happen.
If any of you know what an "empath" is, its a person that is capable of feeling what others are feeling. Basically, if you are depressed......she could feel every bit of your pain....just being near you, or listening to you.....actually FEEL ALL THE PAIN. Some people believe an empath is a myth and people just consider that to be confused with "sympathy" pains....but nonetheless, she began to feel it all. Along with that, her capabilities of connecting to people she had just met were better...and more efficient. She was finally helping people....even better than she can imagine. Was her prayer that cause?

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Sometimes i believe i have taken up the gift of an empath. i find it so,...unique how much i have been able to help people. when they need me....i'm so level headed, honest, and show people a great perspect that has actually made a HUGE difference in their life. THAT is why i want to be a psychologist. Having that ability to easily connect with another person is alot more rare than you may think. All those licensed psychologist out there do alot of what they do by the book. thats fine.....but there comes a time where you have to reach down inside and use the good and understanding perspect that YOU YOURSELF may have....and who knows...it might help even more than you think. I feel like i can make a difference...
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