Jun 02, 2005 18:21
mk...so the last entry was Tony doing me a favor because i couldn't get on to do it my self. ( thanx hun!)it was the first part of the poem that was in my dream, and the second was pure rage. so here was the dream i had that night...
im dressed in a long royal blue cloak, the hood pulled over my head just enough to hide the eyes. i was walking down my street going to the beach like we always do, its raining and gloomy and i can just feel the depression hanging in the shallows of everything the darkness touched. i walked on throught the dark ending up at the sands and look for the north star. upon finding it i head north walking in footsteps already left before me. i turn my gaze to the open sea as the horizon turns a light, hazy pink. aticipation of the sunrise made me realize my life too was like the sunrise, going away for a while just out of my reach, then to return again in full glory. i walked on as i notice the footprints and look on ahead to see who might have left them to see a man sitting in the sand, his pants rolled up to his knees letting the gentle waves splash up against his feet. i open my mouth to say the name i thought was true to me, but at that instant the waves turned violent and storms rolled in, engulfing the man that was only an illusion...a clouded vision gone like the light. the clouds turned black and rain feel like a great waterfall while i sat down in the damp sands, soaked hair falling in front of my face masking the tears. i sat there for only a moment when a stranger came and sat next to me. he had a glow around him that was so intence, it dried my tears and the storm parted, letting the yellow and pink morning shine on. he stood and held a hand...i hesitated but took the offering, the hood falling to my shoulders as we walked along. leaving deep footprints in the sand, the ocean's gentle waves washing up to them yet never touching the imprints.
very intence dreams i have, dont ya think? well more dreams to come...thats all i have to keep me sane now. and the starng man in my dreams likes to walk with me... *if you know what i mean*