-dedicated to J.-
-dedicated to J.-
__gone forever__
walked down the beach
one cold and raining morning
thinking of things just out of reach
leaving wet footprints while im singing.
looking out accoss the sea
waiting for the sun to rise
stepping in a trail left before me
not becomming anymore wise.
i walk along the ocean bend
to look up and stop where i stand
i see you, my friend
watching the waves, sitting in the sand.
it was your footprints i had followed
but as i said your name
the waves washed up and you were swallowed
gone was the image, now nothing's the same.
a million words would not bring you back
i know because i tried
nither could a million tears
i know because i cried.
left that place long ago
never to again return
leaving the rain, sand and blue glow
the pain inside continues to burn.
but that has long scince passed
replacing you was another
he took my heart, tortured and gassed
im with him now, so dont even bother.
go away, dont hurt me more
you left without a passing glance
go screw your little whore
your sorries dont even stand a chance.
Dena: "*you think i'd take you back, after what you did?! you lying little scumbag! GO TO HELL!! that's right J., im so over you...been over you for a real long time now. what you did was mean, cold-hearted, backstabbing, stupid, vile, and disgusting! UNFORGIVEABLE!!! dont play like its all ok now, im not going out to lunch with you, not being friends, not taking you back, not forgiving or forgetting!you had your chance and blew it big time. your girl feels sorry for me, she watched you dump me at my own party!! i heard she left you for that. well not like you didnt deserve it! and you thought i'd even talk to you like it was nothing!!!!!!!! well im with someone better now. he cared when i was down, he put the tattered peices back together again after you tore them apart, and its him im going to go with. so back off!!*
Anthony:(this was an E-mail)"Wow... Dena i dont know wat to say. Is he like still after u? does he
still stalk u? someting i didnt know. Wats more, is that im even going
to put it in my journal too... =) lol... not that if he doesnt back
off... theres noting i can do... and some day were going to walk on
the beach together, leave foot prints together with fingers laced.
Locked eteranlly to u... My Star
Anthony Michael Santi
(well atleast cherry likes my name LOL)"
Dena: "he asked me last night if i would go out with him. we were at the baseball game for my "brother" when he did this. and you can go right on ahead and add this e-mail to it too! all the better to show him he dont stand a chance! (btw, it was my friend cam. who gave him my journal name. so im using it to turn him down, publicly. like how he did to me, only i have nothing to loose like him.) remember when we first met and i told you i got out of a bad relationship? well thats the guy.me and his girl are the best of friends now. she didnt even know of me. so thanx for putting it in my journal, i cant from the school comps. and i like your full name. its so smexified!! *giggles* o_0 locked fingers, the beach, yay! can it be raining?! *hopes*"
Tony: (now responding on the livejournal) "Yes, Dena i would do ne thing for u... ill make it rain... wat ever it takes its yours. Wat ever i have to do... or change your worth it to me. I dont see ne reason for ne one to let u go... it must take the stupidest person to do that"
Now adding a Song for "J"
My Girls Ex Boy Friend by Relient K
When he was seeing her you could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her because he knows he's missing out
And now it's haunting him with memories like a ghost
And he's so terrified 'cause no one else even comes close
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's exboyfriend
So then alongs comes me; this undeserving mess
Who would believe my life would be so blessed
2 years ago when you left all that debris
Who would have know it would leave everything I need
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's exboyfriend
If it wasn't for him I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him you would be able to see
That if it wasn't for him, he'd be as happy as me
When she and I settled down you can bet
That he is gonna have to settle for less
He's someone I would hate to be,
I got the girl and he's left with just the memory
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girls exboyfriend
If it wasn't for him I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him i wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him you would be able to see
That if it wasn't for him, he'd be as happy as me
__gone forever__
walked down the beach
one cold and raining morning
thinking of things just out of reach
leaving wet footprints while im singing.
looking out accoss the sea
waiting for the sun to rise
stepping in a trail left before me
not becomming anymore wise.
i walk along the ocean bend
to look up and stop where i stand
i see you, my friend
watching the waves, sitting in the sand.
it was your footprints i had followed
but as i said your name
the waves washed up and you were swallowed
gone was the image, now nothing's the same.
a million words would not bring you back
i know because i tried
nither could a million tears
i know because i cried.
left that place long ago
never to again return
leaving the rain, sand and blue glow
the pain inside continues to burn.
but that has long scince passed
replacing you was another
he took my heart, tortured and gassed
im with him now, so dont even bother.
go away, dont hurt me more
you left without a passing glance
go screw your little whore
your sorries dont even stand a chance.
Dena: "*you think i'd take you back, after what you did?! you lying little scumbag! GO TO HELL!! that's right J., im so over you...been over you for a real long time now. what you did was mean, cold-hearted, backstabbing, stupid, vile, and disgusting! UNFORGIVEABLE!!! dont play like its all ok now, im not going out to lunch with you, not being friends, not taking you back, not forgiving or forgetting!you had your chance and blew it big time. your girl feels sorry for me, she watched you dump me at my own party!! i heard she left you for that. well not like you didnt deserve it! and you thought i'd even talk to you like it was nothing!!!!!!!! well im with someone better now. he cared when i was down, he put the tattered peices back together again after you tore them apart, and its him im going to go with. so back off!!*
Anthony:(this was an E-mail)"Wow... Dena i dont know wat to say. Is he like still after u? does he
still stalk u? someting i didnt know. Wats more, is that im even going
to put it in my journal too... =) lol... not that if he doesnt back
off... theres noting i can do... and some day were going to walk on
the beach together, leave foot prints together with fingers laced.
Locked eteranlly to u... My Star
Anthony Michael Santi
(well atleast cherry likes my name LOL)"
Dena: "he asked me last night if i would go out with him. we were at the baseball game for my "brother" when he did this. and you can go right on ahead and add this e-mail to it too! all the better to show him he dont stand a chance! (btw, it was my friend cam. who gave him my journal name. so im using it to turn him down, publicly. like how he did to me, only i have nothing to loose like him.) remember when we first met and i told you i got out of a bad relationship? well thats the guy.me and his girl are the best of friends now. she didnt even know of me. so thanx for putting it in my journal, i cant from the school comps. and i like your full name. its so smexified!! *giggles* o_0 locked fingers, the beach, yay! can it be raining?! *hopes*"
Tony: (now responding on the livejournal) "Yes, Dena i would do ne thing for u... ill make it rain... wat ever it takes its yours. Wat ever i have to do... or change your worth it to me. I dont see ne reason for ne one to let u go... it must take the stupidest person to do that"
Now adding a Song for "J"
My Girls Ex Boy Friend by Relient K
When he was seeing her you could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her because he knows he's missing out
And now it's haunting him with memories like a ghost
And he's so terrified 'cause no one else even comes close
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's exboyfriend
So then alongs comes me; this undeserving mess
Who would believe my life would be so blessed
2 years ago when you left all that debris
Who would have know it would leave everything I need
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's exboyfriend
If it wasn't for him I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him you would be able to see
That if it wasn't for him, he'd be as happy as me
When she and I settled down you can bet
That he is gonna have to settle for less
He's someone I would hate to be,
I got the girl and he's left with just the memory
He's the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girls exboyfriend
If it wasn't for him I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him i wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him you would be able to see
That if it wasn't for him, he'd be as happy as me