Jul 19, 2003 02:47
it's only when the rain pours heavily on the sky light that i feel most alone.
the fact is, i have only been apart from her for about 4 hours.
i wish she was here on my couch with me right now...even if nothing was being said, but we were just laying here, taking in the storm together.
:::ONE WEEK:::
the countdown begins.
the mom bought this cute little boat today. it is a jet ski boat...soon i will be [[captain courtney]] and i will be rockin' it like no other. hooray.
feeling at a lose for poetic words although my mind is overwhelmingly flooded.
it worries me that all the things we are feeling, all the things that are being said, have been felt before, and said to someone else. it makes me wonder if i am just the 'in' thing to be doing, or if these feelings are true and sincere. i know in my heart that this is exactly the way things are supposed to be, and exactly what i am supposed to be experincing...and it is oh so perfect. i can not erase this stupid grin off my face, and that in itself is reassuring that this, this is real.
yes, it's true. my girlfriend is amazing, and i fall for her more and more every time i look into her eyes, and brush lips with her.
.so.in.love.
...so happy...
i was so ready...so willing...and now it's...well, so perfect.
hooray for her, and me, and us, and for us being too gosh darn cute together.
she has my heart, and i am not complaining.