Jun 10, 2003 03:31
so i was thinking earlier about people.
about how i get classified as a 'people person', a social butterfly etc...
i can 'work the crowds'....
i have always been summed into these catagories.
i have come to the conclusion that some of my best coversations held are with people when i am first starting to get to know them.
when the information is still fresh, where i dont have to try to think of ways to impress them it just comes naturally, because i can be myself, and allow that person to get to know me...
it's even better when you know you are never going to see that person again, so yu have one chance to show them your all, to make an impression that they will think back on years down the road.
i adore conversations like that...
where it is still aqward, but in that good way.
i beleive that is why i like to approach people i dont know, that is why i enjoy so many differnt types of people, that is why i starve for diversity and perfect moments.
i hate hate hate aqward silence more than anything...it truly upsets me for some reason.
i want to hear words roll off your lips...i want to be devoured by them.
i also dislike people making false assumptions about 'who i have become'.
obviously you dont care to know me anymore, because i have not changed, i am the same old courtney...hmmm....enough said.
the goal for the week is...if i have not talked to you online and i have you as a friend, you should IM me so we can have great first conversations.
that would make me the happiest girl ever.
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