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I don't know why I stopped using LiveJournal. This is the only website that allows me to express how I am feeling in a non-superficial or altered way. Most of the more personal entries are private or friends only, but as always exactly how I feel at the time. I also don't feel too guilting because no one uses this anymore; so if you're here, it's because you want to be. Thanks by the way.
In about a month I will be moving to Poland for my study abroad program. It is a wonderful country and I should be excited but I'm not yet. I will also be doing some research in Russia for a while (should my visa get approved). I find my studies fascinating but I wonder if I am in the right type of field. I'm not sure what my job prospects will be once I've finished. I feel pretty old and useless these days. I know I'm not, most of the sentiment just comes from the most recent wave of nostalgia for the life I led five years ago. There are a million ways to mess things up and often times very few chances to fix them.
In about a month I will be moving to Poland for my study abroad program. It is a wonderful country and I should be excited but I'm not yet. I will also be doing some research in Russia for a while (should my visa get approved). I find my studies fascinating but I wonder if I am in the right type of field. I'm not sure what my job prospects will be once I've finished. I feel pretty old and useless these days. I know I'm not, most of the sentiment just comes from the most recent wave of nostalgia for the life I led five years ago. There are a million ways to mess things up and often times very few chances to fix them.