Oct 04, 2010 10:51
I got the bare minimum of sleep last night but dreamed that the twitch in my thumb caused me to go to the doctor...who diagnosed me with multiple sclerosis. So I hid it as long as I could from everyone and when I couldn't hide it anymore, I sent out a mass E-Mail with a bunch of information and the location of my body and killed myself. It's stuck with me all morning.
I don't know why I'm posting this here - I guess because I'm assuming no one will read this and ask awkward questions about my mental health.
I knew someone who had multiple sclerosis, a long time ago. Hers was advanced and even being around her was painful.
I don't know what my dream means - usually, when I have similar suicide dreams, the disease is cancer. Maybe a different disease symbolizes something?