Dec 23, 2012 00:16
So, my friends bailed on me NYE, all of them I think. Figures. Why am I always a 2nd option? First they said sure, when I wanted to double check we'd be doing something, now they turn around and say they have plans with their cousin. They could have told me. Grrr I know things happen last minute but this is getting annoying.
Reckon the other girl bailed, so they made other plans. She usually does. Oh well :/ my other friend said she'd let me know if the other girl isn't free by Monday but I'm pretty sure she'll be going there. Never mind, my parents are here at least this year.
I'm sick of being a 2nd option. :'( I think they can tell I am annoyed cause they asked me on twitter LOL. Maybe I'm just not assertive enough with people, and that's why I'm always left out? I'm nice, I'm only ever a nice person. Sometimes I feel it just goes to waste!