Entry 008: School problems.
Ever since classes started back up this week, I have had no free time to do anything, even calorie count. It's really frustrating, but I have so many reading assignments already due, it's hard to do anything different.
I do know however that I haven't consumed much. I have no money, so I can't indulge in any of the food that they offer on campus. I think this is a plus...
I've been trying to commit to what I said I was going to do, though. I park at the very end of the parking lot to ensure I'm walking more, and I've continued to use the stairs. All of my classes are very spread apart so sometimes I have to rush, but the walking nevertheless is good. Almost good enough to where I almost don't feel guilty, but I still do. I said to myself that I would go to the YMCA at least 3 times a week, and I already abandoned that promise.
It's very frustrating because I know I need to go, but I have so much work, that I literally go home and study right up to 8pm when my boyfriend comes home from work. I suppose as long as I'm making sure that I don't indulge in anything crazy I should be on a good path. Everything I do eat is still measured into it's proper portion..
It makes me feel like I'm just using school as an excuse to be a fatass, and that is the most frustrating thing. I don't think I am in actuality, but I'm worried that it's how it looks, I guess.