Aug 05, 2004 16:27
Maybe it's just cause I need to talk to him... perhaps if I talk to him I'll think more clearly but I tried calling him and no one answered but right now I feel so sick on my stomach kind of sickening feeling and I hate being scared like this and as more time goes on it's getting worse... I just hope he calls me... I hope I get this figured out... oh god.
So much negative starts to eat away at you... maybe I just need some positive...