Which Horrible Step Would I Like To Step On Today...
I'm so scared and thinking I should end the relationship with me and Adam when it's the last thing I want... but when people tell you so much stuff and some of you saw it was true... it makes me more scared than ever. And I don't want to ruin things cause I like him so much but like my stomach feels so weak and just a empty feeling of maybe seeing I did something wrong... I'm so confused :-\...
I just don't know if I can let myself be attached to something that these people keep telling me... but I don't think I c ould break it off... but I just don't want to get myself hurt and even his friends are telling me these things of today and saying how I was too nice to have to deal with all of his stuff and his lies he'd tell me... Should I just continue ignoring what people say and see what comes out of it? I think Ishould but I'm really confused... :-\
Stay with Adam and see what lies and truth comes out of it... if things people say are truly real.... or break up with him now and be miserable until I get over him and regret and wonder would would happen......????
I just don't know if I can let myself be attached to something that these people keep telling me... but I don't think I c ould break it off... but I just don't want to get myself hurt and even his friends are telling me these things of today and saying how I was too nice to have to deal with all of his stuff and his lies he'd tell me... Should I just continue ignoring what people say and see what comes out of it? I think Ishould but I'm really confused... :-\
Stay with Adam and see what lies and truth comes out of it... if things people say are truly real.... or break up with him now and be miserable until I get over him and regret and wonder would would happen......????