Jul 04, 2007 08:01
I fucked up.
Big time and now all my friends are mad at me.
I fucked up more then once at the same time.
I hate myself for it, I hate myself for how much shit I caused. And how shitty its going to be if it all comes unraveled. And its my fault.
Now i'm starting to think, I should move..but now i'm not sure if that will even happen..and i really wish it would.
I hate this. and i need to throw up.