Jul 03, 2007 12:25
Honestly.
I don't give a shit about drama . I haven't since the beginning of last year. That was my pact to myself.. not give a shit about anything. And it worked. Really. I ended up finding a guy who was laid back and totally mellowed me out and i love the person i've become.
I'm not uptight. I don't cry nearlyy has much as i used to and my friends and i are all on good terms.
I'm not exactly sure what I'm even talking about right now but one thing lately has been reallyy getting to me. I'm not going to let people make me feel bad about myself, what i'm doing, who i'm with and my choices i make. its my fucking life. i'm sorry..i've apologized and i've done all i can, but i can't drop my life or change it to satisify someone else. selfish? no i really don't think so.
Im happy with everything going on in my life right now.
I was happy being your friend.. i did all i fucking could to try and make you feel better. and now i'm the one making your life hell?
seriously.
I just can't handle that drama. So i'm taking a step back until that person can mellow out.
I WILL NOT let people get me down or make me feel bad about myself for something i've done or if i stayed with my boyfriend of six months or not.
everyone needs to chill the fuck out.