life really isn't that bad...
.... I just happen to write about how bad it is when i'm on my period and crazy moody.
I'm homesick. Really, really homesick. All I ever have time to do is work or job hunt and try to keep myself afloat. There is no money for anything else.
It really wouldn't be bad if I had other people whom I am close with that lived in Portland. Things really will be a lot better when Ashley gets here. Now, if only I could get Mark, Bridgitt, my mom and a few other close friends out here. I really do want to rent one of these big Victorian houses with a small group of my closest friends and soundproof the basement, turning into practice/studio space and perhaps turn the attic into an art studio space. I do want to have a commune-type of environment, but not just open to anyone - that shit will be a strict VIP list of whom I could live with. I'm tired of feeling isolated and being unable to afford things - this would definitely solve those problems, while admittedly creating a few new ones which I am quite familiar with and prepared to deal with after living at 1026.
I'm homesick. Really, really homesick. All I ever have time to do is work or job hunt and try to keep myself afloat. There is no money for anything else.
It really wouldn't be bad if I had other people whom I am close with that lived in Portland. Things really will be a lot better when Ashley gets here. Now, if only I could get Mark, Bridgitt, my mom and a few other close friends out here. I really do want to rent one of these big Victorian houses with a small group of my closest friends and soundproof the basement, turning into practice/studio space and perhaps turn the attic into an art studio space. I do want to have a commune-type of environment, but not just open to anyone - that shit will be a strict VIP list of whom I could live with. I'm tired of feeling isolated and being unable to afford things - this would definitely solve those problems, while admittedly creating a few new ones which I am quite familiar with and prepared to deal with after living at 1026.