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Fuck. I guess I knew it was coming. I mean, look at how i reacted earlier. It should have been obvious. But we never notice anything while we're in the moment. Only looking backwards do we see the obvious. However, I do not know where to go from here. My normal "advice person" is out. Runner up is no good. And this situation is bad. I have several reasons why I must stop. . . My head tells me exactly how i should continue. Yet since I never seem to follow my head, i'll probably just fuck things up. I just wish I could confess and get it out of the way, move on.
In other news, xmas was okay. I'm so ready to start my own traditions. Doing the same thing every year just does not do it for me. The magic is gone. I was in Salem for less than 24 hours. I got a bunch of shit, but I'm tired of that. I had a really good time last year because it was different. This year? Laisse tomber. I guess I have a year to come up with something grand.
(p.s. i love that the apathetic star is too "eh" to form a star! haha yes!)
In other news, xmas was okay. I'm so ready to start my own traditions. Doing the same thing every year just does not do it for me. The magic is gone. I was in Salem for less than 24 hours. I got a bunch of shit, but I'm tired of that. I had a really good time last year because it was different. This year? Laisse tomber. I guess I have a year to come up with something grand.
(p.s. i love that the apathetic star is too "eh" to form a star! haha yes!)