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"Now two things are happening here. Pain and embarrassment. But pain takes a backseat to embarrassment doesn't it? If people are laughing, you're gonna laugh right along with them."
god, i'm such a freaking idiot sometimes. thank god kirk was around to calm me down. i was about to have a nervous breakdown. still sorta freaking out as it is.
fuck. gaaaa
i was planning on writing a nice happy entry about being done. Because i had honestly thought i was. But . . . I think i'm not. I think i misread something on my degree audit. And i was under the impression that my france credit would cover it. But I was wrong. Because things that are labeled "must be completed on the uo campus" apparently need to be done on campus. Which means, I'm still 1 class shy of my diploma. Maybe I was in too big of a hurry to get out of there. It's a 400 level lit class. I need 12 credits. I have 8. Why did i think I had it all covered? The world may never know. But maybe i will just take winter term off and go back in spring to do the one class for my major and the one class for my minor.
and honestly, the biggest reason why i'm freaking out about it, beyond the fact that i thought i was done and that now i'll have to pay a shitton more, it's that i told everyone that i was done. And now i'm all embarrassed to have to say "Oops nope, i'm not done. I was an idiot and misread my thing." Even though I don't think anyone will think any less of me for it. I mean, it's not really a big deal. I just feel sorta stupid.
and on that note, i need to make food. leave me some love if the mood strikes you.
someone wanna come down and help me celebrate not being done? i'm gonna be all alone for a few days next week and would enjoy some company.
god, i'm such a freaking idiot sometimes. thank god kirk was around to calm me down. i was about to have a nervous breakdown. still sorta freaking out as it is.
fuck. gaaaa
i was planning on writing a nice happy entry about being done. Because i had honestly thought i was. But . . . I think i'm not. I think i misread something on my degree audit. And i was under the impression that my france credit would cover it. But I was wrong. Because things that are labeled "must be completed on the uo campus" apparently need to be done on campus. Which means, I'm still 1 class shy of my diploma. Maybe I was in too big of a hurry to get out of there. It's a 400 level lit class. I need 12 credits. I have 8. Why did i think I had it all covered? The world may never know. But maybe i will just take winter term off and go back in spring to do the one class for my major and the one class for my minor.
and honestly, the biggest reason why i'm freaking out about it, beyond the fact that i thought i was done and that now i'll have to pay a shitton more, it's that i told everyone that i was done. And now i'm all embarrassed to have to say "Oops nope, i'm not done. I was an idiot and misread my thing." Even though I don't think anyone will think any less of me for it. I mean, it's not really a big deal. I just feel sorta stupid.
and on that note, i need to make food. leave me some love if the mood strikes you.
someone wanna come down and help me celebrate not being done? i'm gonna be all alone for a few days next week and would enjoy some company.