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SO I TALKED TO MY DAD YESTERDAY AND HE SAID THAT THE CAUSE OF DEATH FOR MARY WAS A BLOODCLOT IN SOME OF HER ARTERIES. THAT SUCKS BECUASE THAT MEANS THAT SHE PRETTY MUCH SFFOCATED TO DEATH. I THINK THAT I AM STARTING TO GET OVER IT FOR THE MOST PART. I AM STILL SAD BUT I HAVE REALIZED THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO EXCEPT BE THERE FOR MY FAMILY AND THAT IS WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO. MY SISTER HASN'T REALLY REALIZED THE SEROIUSNESS OF THIS SITUATION. MY DAD TOLD ME THAT AT THE VEIWING, SHE WAS RUNNING AROUND WITH HER SHOES OF MINGLING LIKE IT WAS A HUGE PARTY. I HATE TO SEE HOW SHE IS WHEN SHE REALIZES WHAT HAS ACTUALLY HAPPENED. I WILL BE THERE FOR HER IN THAT TIME. TILL THEN I HAVE TO GET MY SELF STRONG AGAIN. I AM ACTUALLY HAVING A VERY GOOD LIFE RITE NOW. EVEN WITH ALL THE BAD THINGS GOING WRONG, I LOVE MY LIFE. I HAVE THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO LOVES ME TO DEATH AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH TOO. WE ARE VERY HAPPY TOGETHER AND WE ARE STARTING TO PLAN OUR WEDDING AGAIN. WE HAVENT FOUGHT IN ALMOST TWO WEEKS AND WE ARE MORE IN LOVE THEN EVER.
I ALSO HAVE A GREAT GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT ARE HELPING ME THROUGH MY EVERYDAY LIFE AND WITH OUT THEM I THINK I WOULD BE LOST.
I HAD A GREAT DAY YESTERDAY. I WENT TO WORK AT 8 IN THE MORNING AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK TILL 9 PM, BUT IT WAS SO SLOW AND THEY HAD 4 OF US THERE THAT THEY SENT ME AND SOMEONE ELSE HOME AT 3. SO I GOT TO ENJOY WHAT WAS LEFT OF THE BEAUTIFUL DAY. IT WAS GREAT. ON MY WAY HOME I STOPPED AT BANK ONE TO GET A PRINT OUT OF MY ACCT TO SEE WHAT CHECKS HAD CLEARD. WELL I FOUND THAT THERE WAS OVER 3,000 DOLLARS IN MY ACCT! JUSTIN AND I HAD FILED OUR TAXES 3 DAYS AGO AND ALREADY GOT OUR MONEY. HOW COOL IS THAT? THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD SO I WENT OUT AND BOUGHT A NEW OUTFIT AND NEW SHOES. I AM SO HAPPY, MY LIFE IS FINALLY STARTING TO TURN AROUND FOR THE BETTER.
HOPEFULLY TODAY WILL BE AN OK DAY, I HAVE TO GO WORK AT STAR TODAY. MY ONE DAY A WEEK THAT I DO WORK THERE I ALWAYS DREAD THAT DAY.NOT SO MUCH BECUASE OF THE PEOPLE(SOME OF THEM ANYWAYS)BUT MORE OF THE FACT THAT I JUST HAVE TO BE THERE IN THAT PLACE,IT JUST MAKES ME SICK. THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL THER IS BECUASE JUSTIN ARE GOING TO GET A NEW CAR AND THAT IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN AFFORD IT.
SO BILL(THE GM OF STAR) TOLD ALL THE SUPERVISORS YESTERDAY THAT HE HAD A MEETING WITH BRIAN BALTCHLY TODAY ABOUT PAYROLL. THE PLAN WILL BE TO OPEN STAR AT 1PM ANDGO TILL NORMAL TIME. WE DONT GET BUSY ENOUGH TILL THE AFTERNOON SO WHY NOT? EVERYONE WILL HAVE TO HAVE LIKE 12-10 SHIFTS AND THEN THEY WILL HAVE LIKE 6 PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY CLOSE. SUCKS KINDA, FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO NEED THE MORNING SHIFTS. BUT WHAT EVER. MAYBE ILL JUST QUIT AND BE DONE WITH THE PLACE.
WELL THAT IS ENOUGH WRITING FOR ME. I GUESS ILL UPDATE LATER.
I ALSO HAVE A GREAT GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT ARE HELPING ME THROUGH MY EVERYDAY LIFE AND WITH OUT THEM I THINK I WOULD BE LOST.
I HAD A GREAT DAY YESTERDAY. I WENT TO WORK AT 8 IN THE MORNING AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK TILL 9 PM, BUT IT WAS SO SLOW AND THEY HAD 4 OF US THERE THAT THEY SENT ME AND SOMEONE ELSE HOME AT 3. SO I GOT TO ENJOY WHAT WAS LEFT OF THE BEAUTIFUL DAY. IT WAS GREAT. ON MY WAY HOME I STOPPED AT BANK ONE TO GET A PRINT OUT OF MY ACCT TO SEE WHAT CHECKS HAD CLEARD. WELL I FOUND THAT THERE WAS OVER 3,000 DOLLARS IN MY ACCT! JUSTIN AND I HAD FILED OUR TAXES 3 DAYS AGO AND ALREADY GOT OUR MONEY. HOW COOL IS THAT? THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD SO I WENT OUT AND BOUGHT A NEW OUTFIT AND NEW SHOES. I AM SO HAPPY, MY LIFE IS FINALLY STARTING TO TURN AROUND FOR THE BETTER.
HOPEFULLY TODAY WILL BE AN OK DAY, I HAVE TO GO WORK AT STAR TODAY. MY ONE DAY A WEEK THAT I DO WORK THERE I ALWAYS DREAD THAT DAY.NOT SO MUCH BECUASE OF THE PEOPLE(SOME OF THEM ANYWAYS)BUT MORE OF THE FACT THAT I JUST HAVE TO BE THERE IN THAT PLACE,IT JUST MAKES ME SICK. THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL THER IS BECUASE JUSTIN ARE GOING TO GET A NEW CAR AND THAT IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN AFFORD IT.
SO BILL(THE GM OF STAR) TOLD ALL THE SUPERVISORS YESTERDAY THAT HE HAD A MEETING WITH BRIAN BALTCHLY TODAY ABOUT PAYROLL. THE PLAN WILL BE TO OPEN STAR AT 1PM ANDGO TILL NORMAL TIME. WE DONT GET BUSY ENOUGH TILL THE AFTERNOON SO WHY NOT? EVERYONE WILL HAVE TO HAVE LIKE 12-10 SHIFTS AND THEN THEY WILL HAVE LIKE 6 PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY CLOSE. SUCKS KINDA, FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO NEED THE MORNING SHIFTS. BUT WHAT EVER. MAYBE ILL JUST QUIT AND BE DONE WITH THE PLACE.
WELL THAT IS ENOUGH WRITING FOR ME. I GUESS ILL UPDATE LATER.