not sure.
I'M NOT SURE WHAT I WANT TO DO. I THINK THAT I MAY WANT TO GO TO PHILLY FOR A WEEK TO SEE MY FAMILY AND GET CLOSURE ON THE SUBJECT. I DON'T KNOW THO. IT IS KINDA EXPENSIVE AND I WOULD MISS A WHOLE WEEK OF WORK TO. THAT WOULD PUT ME BEHIND ON ALL OF MY BILLS. I SPOKE TO MY SISTER THE OTHER DAY AND SHE WAS DOING OK TO ME. SHE SAID THAT SHE WAS TRYING TO BE STRONG FOR OTHER FAMILY. I RESPECT HER FOR THAT BECUSE SHE IS THE YOUNGEST AND SHE IS BEING THE STRONGEST. HOPEFULLY SHE WILL GET THROUGH THIS AS WELL AS EVERYONE ELSE. THE VEIWING AND FUNERAL ARE TOMORROW SO I AM SENDING A MASS CARD FOR HER AND ALSO SOME PRAYERS. BUT I THINK THAT I WILL BE FINE. I AM A STRONG PERSON AND I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LIKE I MAKE IT THROUGH EVERYTHING ELSE.