say hello to my hatest month

Feb 08, 2007 21:01


February = HATEST MONTH =))
It is not because I don't have a date nor not having a boyfriend to spend with on Valentine's Day. For me, this month is like a can of pork and beans that I should eat even if I don't like it because it is the only food left in the world. It is also the feeling of hurt I experience during threading while each strand of hair in my eyebrows is pulled out. I don't know why this month is destined to hurt me.  It just brings the worst.

I don't know what solution is best to deal with this month. 
I think this is the simplest and most effective way...

Almighty Father, 
I pray to be a happy girl again. I want to be very passionate in my work, to be positive in life and to be a girl who knows how to smile. I know there is a though world outside and I am sometimes weak to handle it. I am becomimg impulsive, bitchy and far from you, my Lord. I want to bring back my old self. I want to feel good about myself. Most especially, I want to be back in Your warm embrace.

Your child, 
Monique

Sometimes, you find things in your life that you think will be yours to keep. 
You think that you can take care of it.  You want to keep it because it is important for you. You feel that you love it. 
But sometimes, you just have to bring back things in its original place because it is where it truly belongs. It hurts to give it away but bringing it back to where it should be is the greatest sacrifice you can give especially for the person you truly love.

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