So tired of everything...
tomorrow at 10 dpiui Ill take a hpt..nervous to get another bfn tho. I know it may seem early to test but the RE said to expect AF 10 dpiui so I figure tomorrow is ok to test. Not so much in the way of symptoms but sore nipples. One weird thing is that my female cat is actually being really weird..very affectionate. Shes usually cuddly but not this much. She lays on my lap and lets me put open books on her and lets me fidget without getting up..so weird. It would be intresting if Im pregnant and shes sensing it. I would be thrilled. Its sad im so desperate to get pregnant that im trying to interpret cat behavior!
im slowly getting over my ruptured cysts but I havent dropped the extra fluid yet. I cant fit into any of my clothes because of that extra fluid, its very irritating.
On a school note im not doing awesome this semester. Its so hard to concentrate on everytihng while going though fertility problems and being on crazy meds that really mess with your hormones. I have another test in a week and yet again im finding it so hard to get motivated to begin to study which I really need to do if I want to gaurentee graduation in May. I have never been passing by the skin of my teeth, Ive always gotten A's and B's so im pretty upset. One and a half more months until Im out of classess and just doing my preceptership, ill be happy when that happens. Im pretty happy though that matt and I decided I wouldnt work until I passed my boards prolly in the end of july.