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I just got home from my RE appt. and got my injection teaching. im going to start Follistim 150units on Wed or Thurs. depending on when AF decides to start a full flow. Im really nervous about the medicines, dont really care about the actual injections themselves, since im very comfy with the ovidrel. I know the docs have to give you all the negitives to the meds but it scares the bejeeves out of me. I cant believe my risk of multiples will go to 20% and a significant proportion of that percentage is more than twins. And then he talked to me about the chance taking meds like these can cause an increase in the incidence in ovarian caner. Thats a little nerveracking. Then theirs the systematic side effects of bloating, weight gain, headaches, abdominal pain. None of these sound like fun. However, ill do anything to get a bfp.
Unfortuantly with the different treatment comes a bigger price tag. Im not really sure how matt and I are going to cover the cost, especially with me not working until I finish school. Were in such a tight spot right now with just buying the house, were basically living paycheck to paycheck. Were putting everything on credit cards right now, which we have never done before and I can believe how fast intrest adds up. I hope it gets better soon. I hope I find a job right away after I graduate in May.
Im also worried about having an incompetent cervix when i get pregnant, since I had a LEEP, a deep cone biopsy and laser ablation all due to HPV. Im prolly thinking a little too far in advance, I should prolly concentrate on getting pregnant first..lol..