Nov 05, 2007 20:26
What a story my thoughts would tell.....
I am stressed out enough - I don't need anymore.
Do I miss my best friend? Hell yeah I do.
Do I have any idea in the LEAST what the fuck is going on? Nooooooooope.
I thought things were fine. Then Halloween night - apparently I purposely
made plans and didn't mention them. And, apparently my Eric doesn't like anyone.
I hate fighting. And even more than that, I hate having to explain myself.
I hate when conclusions are jumped to without getting all the facts first.
I am capable of trying to maintain more than one friendship at a time.
I have no place in my life right now for drama, stress, fighting bullshit.
I have a family of my own that needs my attention. I have an extremely stressful
job - way beyond normal stress at the moment, and not to mention the work hour
increase.
I never ask for pity. I don't want it, don't need it.
Occassionally I'll ask you to lend me an ear, but hell, even that is few and
far between. I spend most of my time dealing and listening to everyone elses
problems.
I'm not sure what to think anymore.
A little guidance would be nice....
I'm trying to hard to control my temper
I can't handle the fighting or the attitude anymore. Seriously.