Will they ever realize I've grown up?
The older I get, the more I realize that some people will never accept the fact that I'm all grown up. Just like EVERYONE else - I have feelings despite whether or not I choose to show them to you. Just like everyone else, I am capable of LOVE, of hurt, of sadness, anger....all of it. Why is that so hard to comprehend? I am not a child, please stop treating me like one. I'm sick and tired of the "it's ONLY been 7 weeks", what the fuck ever. You can't go one night or one weekend without your significant other - let alone 7 weeks. And the other thing that annoy's me to no end "Awwwwww, isn't that cute" like I'm a child in elementary school. No - it isn't cute.
I have finally met my match. The one person who gets me - from all angles. He has some how mananged to unlock pandora's box and break into my emotions. He is everything that mean's anything to me. What we've endured in six months - is more than most people experience in a life time.
We know love...on a different level than most. No better, no worse, just a completely different level.
I am not an Air Force girlfriend because I am looking for the so-called glory that comes with it - because trust me, a deployment is one of the hardest things for a couple to experience. I am a girlfriend to a man who means the world to me, a man that I love very much. He so happens to be a solider in the USAF - and I stand behind his decision for that and support him until my last breath. I do not look for pity - and I do not want your pity. I know what I got myself into - I knew it in advance. I still wouldn't change a thing. This deployment has taught us a lot, and made us so much stronger than we were.
I finally met someone...who treats me like I treat him. He DOES the little things. He does anything in his power to make me smile - and he can't stand to see me cry. I've never been more relax or at home with someone than I am in his arms. No one has ever made me feel so safe.
He is six-thousand miles away - and for Valentine's Day, he made sure I got a box of my favorite chocolates from Godiva, a card,a teddy bear and flowers-not just flowers though - I had to have roses because it was Valentine's Day, and Gerber Daisies because they're my favorite.
I was sitting at work thinking today - I will do whatever it takes to make this work with him - and make it last. Mark my words....I will marry this man someday, he is "the one".
I need not to justify my reasons or actions to anyone - I don't really care to hear the lectures of "it's so fast", "it's only been six months", "give it time, it'll wear off".
We were both looking for each other. Someone who loved us unconditionally - someone with a big heart, someone who doesn't believe in walking all over someone just because they can, someone who doesn't believe in using people.
Just some random thoughts I needed to get out. I hope everyone is doing wonderful!!
Take care-
Me xoxo
I have finally met my match. The one person who gets me - from all angles. He has some how mananged to unlock pandora's box and break into my emotions. He is everything that mean's anything to me. What we've endured in six months - is more than most people experience in a life time.
We know love...on a different level than most. No better, no worse, just a completely different level.
I am not an Air Force girlfriend because I am looking for the so-called glory that comes with it - because trust me, a deployment is one of the hardest things for a couple to experience. I am a girlfriend to a man who means the world to me, a man that I love very much. He so happens to be a solider in the USAF - and I stand behind his decision for that and support him until my last breath. I do not look for pity - and I do not want your pity. I know what I got myself into - I knew it in advance. I still wouldn't change a thing. This deployment has taught us a lot, and made us so much stronger than we were.
I finally met someone...who treats me like I treat him. He DOES the little things. He does anything in his power to make me smile - and he can't stand to see me cry. I've never been more relax or at home with someone than I am in his arms. No one has ever made me feel so safe.
He is six-thousand miles away - and for Valentine's Day, he made sure I got a box of my favorite chocolates from Godiva, a card,a teddy bear and flowers-not just flowers though - I had to have roses because it was Valentine's Day, and Gerber Daisies because they're my favorite.
I was sitting at work thinking today - I will do whatever it takes to make this work with him - and make it last. Mark my words....I will marry this man someday, he is "the one".
I need not to justify my reasons or actions to anyone - I don't really care to hear the lectures of "it's so fast", "it's only been six months", "give it time, it'll wear off".
We were both looking for each other. Someone who loved us unconditionally - someone with a big heart, someone who doesn't believe in walking all over someone just because they can, someone who doesn't believe in using people.
Just some random thoughts I needed to get out. I hope everyone is doing wonderful!!
Take care-
Me xoxo