it's you and me, we could get out of here.
i'm leaving in 2 hours.
i have yet to start packing.
i have a list made though, shock!
should be okay.
2 graduation parties yesterday.
good times.
me and kait were getting ready to leave jess'.
we were going to walk to 7-11 to get pigout stuff.
then go back to my house.
i suggested that we steal danielle, megmurray and laura.
and so we did.
i realized they are the 1st group of girls i actually like,
that i actually trust.
i really hope that the 5 of us spend time together this summer.
they are all so great in their individual ways. :)
i'm surprisingly happy to be leaving long island right now.
contradicting my sisters feelings, i need to get away
especially since its the 1st week of summer.
schools over and my entire mindset has shifted.
time away from everything will help me sort things out.
re-prioritize my life for summer.
my friends, family, "love" interest, job, responsibilities are a mess.
i don't put enough effort where i should.
and way too much effort where i shouldn't.
not so much effort, effort is the wrong word, concentration is better.
i need to figure out where to concentrate on more.
things have already started changing for me in beat with the season.
i hope that i take advantage of all these new experiences.
the thing i fear the most is looking back on high school regretfully.
i'm officially half way through my high school years.
so far i'd say things have been good.
i love my friends and my family and i love spending time with them.
i have a job with a steady income. i don't have much to complain about.
but i always seem to find something.
sincerest apologies to those who find themselves at the receiving end.
my diet was going good. i took two cheat days this weekend (fri & sat).
and now i'm going on vacation. oh boy.
but it is vacation and i'm going to enjoy myself.
i ran and worked out already today; which makes me feel good about myself.
the 2 cheat days set me back but i'm determined not to let that stop me.
^ i'm a fag.
i'm starting my summer reading on the drive down there.
kait let me borrow 'brave new girl'.
it's short so i'll finish before i come back.
it looks good & i have to read 'brave new world' for ap english.
maybe it'll help reading this one first.
i have about 15 books i want to read- not including summer hw from my aps.
but they are for my pleasure so it won't be a hardship.
plus- there's many more summers to come. :)
that makes me happy- many many more summers to come.
HERE WE ARE, HERE WE ARE,
WINDOWS DOWN WE SEE A FALLING STAR.
STOP THE CAR.
WAITING FOR NOTHING BUT OUR BEATING HEARTS, GOING FAR.
OH, THE SUMMERTIME.
SO FEEL THE AIR, FEEL THE AIR,
TAKE THE MAP AND POINT TO ANYWHERE.
I DON'T CARE. FINGERS THROUGH YOUR HAIR,
THE SKY I'VE SEEN BLUE & GREEN.
OH THE SUMMERTIME.
:)!
i have yet to start packing.
i have a list made though, shock!
should be okay.
2 graduation parties yesterday.
good times.
me and kait were getting ready to leave jess'.
we were going to walk to 7-11 to get pigout stuff.
then go back to my house.
i suggested that we steal danielle, megmurray and laura.
and so we did.
i realized they are the 1st group of girls i actually like,
that i actually trust.
i really hope that the 5 of us spend time together this summer.
they are all so great in their individual ways. :)
i'm surprisingly happy to be leaving long island right now.
contradicting my sisters feelings, i need to get away
especially since its the 1st week of summer.
schools over and my entire mindset has shifted.
time away from everything will help me sort things out.
re-prioritize my life for summer.
my friends, family, "love" interest, job, responsibilities are a mess.
i don't put enough effort where i should.
and way too much effort where i shouldn't.
not so much effort, effort is the wrong word, concentration is better.
i need to figure out where to concentrate on more.
things have already started changing for me in beat with the season.
i hope that i take advantage of all these new experiences.
the thing i fear the most is looking back on high school regretfully.
i'm officially half way through my high school years.
so far i'd say things have been good.
i love my friends and my family and i love spending time with them.
i have a job with a steady income. i don't have much to complain about.
but i always seem to find something.
sincerest apologies to those who find themselves at the receiving end.
my diet was going good. i took two cheat days this weekend (fri & sat).
and now i'm going on vacation. oh boy.
but it is vacation and i'm going to enjoy myself.
i ran and worked out already today; which makes me feel good about myself.
the 2 cheat days set me back but i'm determined not to let that stop me.
^ i'm a fag.
i'm starting my summer reading on the drive down there.
kait let me borrow 'brave new girl'.
it's short so i'll finish before i come back.
it looks good & i have to read 'brave new world' for ap english.
maybe it'll help reading this one first.
i have about 15 books i want to read- not including summer hw from my aps.
but they are for my pleasure so it won't be a hardship.
plus- there's many more summers to come. :)
that makes me happy- many many more summers to come.
HERE WE ARE, HERE WE ARE,
WINDOWS DOWN WE SEE A FALLING STAR.
STOP THE CAR.
WAITING FOR NOTHING BUT OUR BEATING HEARTS, GOING FAR.
OH, THE SUMMERTIME.
SO FEEL THE AIR, FEEL THE AIR,
TAKE THE MAP AND POINT TO ANYWHERE.
I DON'T CARE. FINGERS THROUGH YOUR HAIR,
THE SKY I'VE SEEN BLUE & GREEN.
OH THE SUMMERTIME.
:)!