let the rain fall, i don't care.
i love this song.
it's from a lot like love. <3
P-U-R-P-L-E! you're a faggot!
so anyway..
yesterday was a really good day.
i went into work early.
afterwards, me, kait & liam went to the mall.
kait got her permit! <3 hehe.
i got a few new things at the mall.
i still need a new bag and perfume
but whatevs.
i got capris (which i desperately needed)
and 2 cute tops and only spent $30.
143 gift ceritficates.
after that, we hit up yg.
it was yearbook signing/chill out day.
i spent most of the night talking to danielle and megcos.
i love megcos & danielle is amazingly amazing.
i definitely want to get to know her better-
especially after talking with her last night.
joe did a goodnight which was indeed "good".
it acutally hit me really hard.
he was talking about the summertime-
and about the changes we go through and all that.
then he repeated something along the lines of:
boldly go in the direction of your dreams this summer
and let God be in the center of those dreams.
and i lost it.
i was holding back so much tears.
because i knew what he was saying is true.
and i'm so afraid to go after my dream(s)
i guess last night was a revelation of sorts.
i feel more "bold" now.
all my friends/family tell me i should be more assertive.
but it's different when that idea hits you at a goodnight.
i respect my friends/family a lot and i really do value their opinons
but last night did it for me. i think.
i love yg. i love my friends. i love joe gast. i love God.
after yg, a bunch of us hit up applebee's. *shock*
it was a good time.
i talked to nicole, kait and laura most of the time.
i love romance. (chris surprised nicole & showed up)
it was insanely cute. i love them.
i'm doing really well on my diet.
i'm starting to notice some SLIGHT changes in my body.
not exactly where i want to lose it-
but it's better than nothing.
and my friends/family have been really supportive/helpful.
again- i love them.
kait slept over last night after applebee's.
we studied for about an hour for global then went to bed.
except we stayed up most of the night talking.
we talked about politics, college and our futures.
it was the 1st real talk we've had in a while-
if you can believe that one. ;)
it's a good thing my mom came in at like 3.
we pretended we were sleeping & then actually did fall asleep.
we woke up with 3 solid hours. ha.
that's probably why she's sleeping in my living room right now.
i'll wake her in about an hour so we can study for bio.
then we'll most likely crash early.
the rest of this week is looking pretty sweet.
tomorrow- bio regents, work then diner + study with kait?
thursday- math regents, done with sophomore year, brunch with dad?
then maybe free movie with kait? i like free stuff. :)
friday there's a party. not sure when it starts
but i don't have work so whatev.
hopefully if it's at night, i can hangout with sam + the boys during the day.
i love them.
oh- and i still have to make sam his t-shirts before his jew thing.
wow. i wrote a lot.
i was going to keep going but i don't want you to kill yourself.
i love summer. i love my friends. i love you.
andheartssemi!