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today just isn't my day. nothing seems to go right anymore. and like i said i would I'm already tweaking about no being able to see Ethan. god i love him. but anyways. today sucked. i woke up and things were good. i was feeling good. but some how the day slowly started to turn around and got horrible. like i was taking a shower and somehow I'm still not too sure how but somehow i hit the water thing and i ended up burning the fuck out of my self. that was exciting! then i could barely finish my shower because any type of water on my burnt skin hurt like a bitch, but i sucked it up like i do with most things in my life and i finished my shower. i somehow fell asleep after i dried my hair and stuff like it was weird but anyways i guess that was nice. when my dad and kelly came home. we went out to eat. it made me sick. i almost puked. and what not. when i got home my dad and me and jake and my step mom were all in the computer room and me and jake were on the bed kelly was on the chair and my dad on the floor next to her. well i fell off the bed and i guess i must have knocked into the chair and my dad freaked the fuck out. i got mad and walked away and the next thing i knew i was crying. gayyy. then other shit happened and i just feel like crap. idk im out peace.