The saga continues
I am really considering being the next Cosmo date girl blog haha! It's just a never ending roller coaster, and at this point, I want to get off! Neil...I really like him, however I am mixed up. It's possible that I am allowing myself to feel this mixed up, but in my past experiences, something just isn't right. I had my third date with him this past Sunday. We watched Wrestlemania 25 at my friend Adam's house, and it was a great time! The moment we sat down, he held my hand, and all night he was affectionate and very much into me. Now today is Friday morning, and I have yet to receive any form of communication! I sent him a text on Wednesday asking how his day and week were going, and he said good but indicated he was busy. I figured he would text or call me later, but guess again....NOTHING! He hasn't even attempted to make plans to see me again. I just don't get it...I told myself that after Sunday, I have nothing to worry about. Yes, we're only dating but still..a simple text to say hello wouldn't kill, would it?
I went on a breakfast date a few weeks ago with someone I didn't have high hopes for. His name is Joe...25 year old engineer from Valpo. I was pleasantly surprised, but later talked to him and he made it sound like we wouldn't be seeing each other again. Disappointed, I decided not to call him, and 5 days later I get a text asking me if I wanted to get together...drinks after I get off work. I said sure, met him at his place, (this was last week by the way) and we never went anywhere. We talked for a bit, he kissed me, and continued to try to pretty much sleep with me. After about the 5th time me asking him to stop trying, he finally did. I fell asleep as it was 3am and I was exhausted from work. The next morning, he wouldn't quit trying to get me to fool around...I was fed up. I was so angry...he turned out to be more of a sleeze than I thought possible. Here I thought I was in a dilemma about dating two great guys at once...problem solved.
That is until recently. I started hanging out with Chris..21 from Valpo. Young for me....waaaaaaaaaay young than I imagined going. I figured we'd just be friends. He's really nice, fun, cute, and just cool to hang with. I didn't think he was into me other than friends...until he kissed me tonight. He's a great guy, and I am attracted to him, enjoyed his company, etc. It's not that I am really confused or in this dramatic triangle, but the one who I really want is not caring to keep me around...it's like he's letting me get away, and not trying for me. It's not that I am going to Chris and begin a relationship but...I don't know. I feel the one I am holding on hope to, is letting me go.
I went on a breakfast date a few weeks ago with someone I didn't have high hopes for. His name is Joe...25 year old engineer from Valpo. I was pleasantly surprised, but later talked to him and he made it sound like we wouldn't be seeing each other again. Disappointed, I decided not to call him, and 5 days later I get a text asking me if I wanted to get together...drinks after I get off work. I said sure, met him at his place, (this was last week by the way) and we never went anywhere. We talked for a bit, he kissed me, and continued to try to pretty much sleep with me. After about the 5th time me asking him to stop trying, he finally did. I fell asleep as it was 3am and I was exhausted from work. The next morning, he wouldn't quit trying to get me to fool around...I was fed up. I was so angry...he turned out to be more of a sleeze than I thought possible. Here I thought I was in a dilemma about dating two great guys at once...problem solved.
That is until recently. I started hanging out with Chris..21 from Valpo. Young for me....waaaaaaaaaay young than I imagined going. I figured we'd just be friends. He's really nice, fun, cute, and just cool to hang with. I didn't think he was into me other than friends...until he kissed me tonight. He's a great guy, and I am attracted to him, enjoyed his company, etc. It's not that I am really confused or in this dramatic triangle, but the one who I really want is not caring to keep me around...it's like he's letting me get away, and not trying for me. It's not that I am going to Chris and begin a relationship but...I don't know. I feel the one I am holding on hope to, is letting me go.