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I realized the other day that I only have about 8 or 9 more weeks til I come home. I don't really know how I'm feeling about it, honestly. I'm excited for certain little things like...my car, my TV, my mom making dinner...but I don't know how social I'm going to feel like being when I come home. I'm not saying I don't want to see my friends, but I have such a short time to adjust to being at home before I go back to school - I'm coming home the 10th and I have to go back to school on the 20th - and I have to find a job, too. I don't know if I can handle a social life on top of all of that. You have to understand that I don't really do much óf anything here in Germany but hang out and relax. I have to write an 8 page paper for one of my classes, and I'm kind of freaked out about it because I haven't written a paper in about a year. Imagine how freaked out I'll be when I have to write like 4 papers and study for a couple tests. Plus, I don't have a job here, and I have no desire whatsoever to work, so it'll be hard to get myself motivated to get a job.
I know I'll be able to do it. I mean, I have to. It's not like I can choose to not readjust. That would be stupid. It's just going to be hard and I'm kind of nervous. At least the stress will help me lose some weight. Or something.