it's like that?
It's kind of appalling how many people I thought I was close to forgot my birthday. ''Friends'', family members, one of my roommates... It's not like I asked for a fucking gold medal, or a pony, or even a stupid birthday cake, I just wanted people to send me a little note in the mail or even just an email. It could even have said, ''Dear Lindsay, I'm super drunk right now and I can't remember how old you are now, but I remembered it was your birthday, so have a good day'', or something lame like that. I mean, I realize people have a lot of things going on, but friends I've known for as long as I can remember and who would totally FLIP out if I forgot their birthdays should either be more on the money, or they shouldn't expect a damn thing from me on their birthdays. It just kind of really sucks to not feel like I have any good friends here in Germany, and it sucks even more when the people I thought cared about me forget about me.
And by the way, and I'm sorry to write this...an email 2 days late to your best friend saying that you ''wanted'' to call her but it ''didn't really work out'' and you hope I HAD a good birthday (2 days ago) doesn't really cut the mother F*CKING godd*mn mustard.