Whoa is Me
Well, I don't know what my deal is but I'm in the mood where I just feel like shit about myself. Anyways nothing helps with that but getting let down left and right.
Well Kiley was doing really good staying away from Greg, but now after a week she is back, and spending the night. I'm sure "Bubba" is happy. Ofcourse she doesn't know that I know that Bubba in Muncie is Greg. But I know. So anyone that knows her please don't tell her.
I've been thinking more and more about my family and everything. And the sad thing is that Emily's baby is kinda bringing us all together. I mean there are more stories being told and stuff. My mom is finally accepting the fact that she is going to be a Grandma, she is even making a nursery at her house for when the baby stays over. And my Grams says that when my dad heard that Em was pregnant that he was thrilled. I honestly couldn't see that because my dad is the emotion man, but now that I think about it I really want that to be true.
Emily also got a dog. She is a German Shepherd, her name is Heidi, a proper German name. We are going to see if she is spayed or not. If she isn't we are going to try to breed to Fritz, Nana's drop dead gorgeous Shepherd, and mom, nana, and I all want a puppy from them. They wouldn't be papered but they will be full blooded.
Anyways there was more I was going to say..I think...but I don't remember...OH YEAH
Lee is going to be home (again) in three days. I'm excited but I don't know how I'm going to act this time. I want to start things, but I don't. There are pros and cons to everything and I have to figure out how to deal with both. There is alot on my mind about tat situation. I just want to spend time with him and Nicole and not worry about tension and stuff.
Anyways I'm going scoot.
Well Kiley was doing really good staying away from Greg, but now after a week she is back, and spending the night. I'm sure "Bubba" is happy. Ofcourse she doesn't know that I know that Bubba in Muncie is Greg. But I know. So anyone that knows her please don't tell her.
I've been thinking more and more about my family and everything. And the sad thing is that Emily's baby is kinda bringing us all together. I mean there are more stories being told and stuff. My mom is finally accepting the fact that she is going to be a Grandma, she is even making a nursery at her house for when the baby stays over. And my Grams says that when my dad heard that Em was pregnant that he was thrilled. I honestly couldn't see that because my dad is the emotion man, but now that I think about it I really want that to be true.
Emily also got a dog. She is a German Shepherd, her name is Heidi, a proper German name. We are going to see if she is spayed or not. If she isn't we are going to try to breed to Fritz, Nana's drop dead gorgeous Shepherd, and mom, nana, and I all want a puppy from them. They wouldn't be papered but they will be full blooded.
Anyways there was more I was going to say..I think...but I don't remember...OH YEAH
Lee is going to be home (again) in three days. I'm excited but I don't know how I'm going to act this time. I want to start things, but I don't. There are pros and cons to everything and I have to figure out how to deal with both. There is alot on my mind about tat situation. I just want to spend time with him and Nicole and not worry about tension and stuff.
Anyways I'm going scoot.