Oct 09, 2004 12:04
For some reason i keep thinking of that huge pine tree in front of my old house in bakersfield and i can't remember if it got cut down or not. i wish i knew.
Last night Pauline came over and a horrible night happened. Thanks for making my neighbors not like me. secretly, though, i think the neighbors suck anyway. secretly, i'm glad i'm me not you. Later though, after that was all said and done with, the night got pretty cool. There was a group of people here and we just sat on the roof and enjoyed the night. i'm so glad justine came home, and i'm glad dave is a good neighbor. So the night wasn't ruined afterall.
Sorry to the friends i seemed to have lost over the summer/fall. I just developed a low tolerance for bullshit or something. it really sucks watching your friends make you look bad for their own benefit. i really do feel bad, and i know i am definately to blame for a lot of it. but at the same time, people change, and from what i'm seeing, i'm better off without. i think this winter is going to call for hibernation. i'm personally okay with that.