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what am i supposed to do now? how am i supposed to fix everything? how am i going to make everything ok?
there are things that i can't control.
last night started out really fun and turned really weird. i don't remember anything at all. and then its morning, and the house is messy and no one is here. i went to lunch with my mother, sister, and grandmother. i can't decide if i want to ride my bike anywhere today. maybe i will just take a walk instead. i'm skipping my work meeting which is probably a bad idea. i think a lot of my friends forgot about me since i moved to campus. that and they just won't make the effort to see me. i really need to stop being such a mess. ideas?
there are things that i can't control.
last night started out really fun and turned really weird. i don't remember anything at all. and then its morning, and the house is messy and no one is here. i went to lunch with my mother, sister, and grandmother. i can't decide if i want to ride my bike anywhere today. maybe i will just take a walk instead. i'm skipping my work meeting which is probably a bad idea. i think a lot of my friends forgot about me since i moved to campus. that and they just won't make the effort to see me. i really need to stop being such a mess. ideas?