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So much for my pride. I get pushed into writing a play for a contset, and i have everyones faith behind me fully....then i go and lose. Horribly. Maybe theatre isnt meant for me after all... a little too close to my play's plot for comfort. I just wish that after all of my hard work, i could have something to show off. Everyone else has medals from UIL, and 4.0 and such.....what do i have? My wounded ego. I feel like a failure. I havent even told my family yet....they wanted something to be proud of me for...something to brag about..... I think I'll give them a few more days....Signing off a failure.... Peace