frustration
so i failed my math test. i asked my teacher about extra credit and the like, but he seems to be a stickler for getting what you earned. dang. but, he did imply that if i get 100% on everything else... he just might give me an A. um, seeing as the final is 200 points and that it's gonna take 2 hours to do, i don't think that's possible for starters. but i guess there's comfort in knowing that there's a chance to getting an A.
annie just pisses me off. i haven't talked to that girl for like, what, a month now? and she just IMed me on AIM to tell me she's "trying to stop interrupting people." that's a HUGE problem of hers. she just doesn't listen to anyone and continues to talk her talk, even when people have things to tell her. she just blows them off and continues talking and because those people are upset, they don't really listen to her and then she's upset cuz they're not listening. but i think she really is improving. however, she IMed me to tell me that, even though she's told me that before, and not to say "i want to be friends again." anyway, i thought she was trying to mend our friendship cuz not talking in a month does that to friends. but nope. she just wanted to tell me that tidbit. and then i tried to explain to her what exactly pisses me off about her, and then she just focuses on ONE situation, one that i mentioned once, but not entirely cuz it wasn't the thing i was trying to say. she was like "when do i ditch you? blah blah. i only ditched you once cuz i had plans with another girl!" i was more pissed at the fact that she didn't want our friendship to be fixed but she was focusing only on that retarded ditching situation. and then she concludes with "if you think i'm just a horrible person who doesn't care about her friends and ditches them all the time, then i can't change how you think." what the hell? that was NOT the point i was saying. so ONCE AGAIN, annie is not listening to those around her. she needs to work on that so much. so when she said that, i told her i was through talking to her cuz she wasn't listening to what i had to say. honestly, i don't know if i want our friendship to be fixed. obviously not, if i'm not making any attempts to do so. but the fact that she isn't attempting to fix anything either just makes me not want the friendship even moreso. this is what i told her in an away message: "you need to work on listening to other people. not just interrupting, but listening and understanding what other people have to say to you. i can't believe you talked to me just to tell me you're trying to stop interrupting people (how many times have you told me that?) and not that you're trying to fix our 10 year friendship. obviously we've stopped talking for a reason, and i don't see you asking why we stopped. if you're not willing to fix things-- and since i'm the one who's upset with you, i think you should-- than neither am i. i just can't believe how uncaring you are. you who claim to 'listen to [your] friends.'" i think that says things right on the dot, and i can't wait to hear her reply. but i think she's gonna be too chicken to reply to it. i feel really strongly about where i stand in this situation so if you try to convince me otherwise, i think i'm just gonna be stubborn and not want to listen to your viewpoint. actually, i think i'll still listen but i'll still hold my ground cuz i'm really upset at her for doing this. not just to me, but for other people she'll affect in the future as well. what do you think of me after you've read this?
annie just pisses me off. i haven't talked to that girl for like, what, a month now? and she just IMed me on AIM to tell me she's "trying to stop interrupting people." that's a HUGE problem of hers. she just doesn't listen to anyone and continues to talk her talk, even when people have things to tell her. she just blows them off and continues talking and because those people are upset, they don't really listen to her and then she's upset cuz they're not listening. but i think she really is improving. however, she IMed me to tell me that, even though she's told me that before, and not to say "i want to be friends again." anyway, i thought she was trying to mend our friendship cuz not talking in a month does that to friends. but nope. she just wanted to tell me that tidbit. and then i tried to explain to her what exactly pisses me off about her, and then she just focuses on ONE situation, one that i mentioned once, but not entirely cuz it wasn't the thing i was trying to say. she was like "when do i ditch you? blah blah. i only ditched you once cuz i had plans with another girl!" i was more pissed at the fact that she didn't want our friendship to be fixed but she was focusing only on that retarded ditching situation. and then she concludes with "if you think i'm just a horrible person who doesn't care about her friends and ditches them all the time, then i can't change how you think." what the hell? that was NOT the point i was saying. so ONCE AGAIN, annie is not listening to those around her. she needs to work on that so much. so when she said that, i told her i was through talking to her cuz she wasn't listening to what i had to say. honestly, i don't know if i want our friendship to be fixed. obviously not, if i'm not making any attempts to do so. but the fact that she isn't attempting to fix anything either just makes me not want the friendship even moreso. this is what i told her in an away message: "you need to work on listening to other people. not just interrupting, but listening and understanding what other people have to say to you. i can't believe you talked to me just to tell me you're trying to stop interrupting people (how many times have you told me that?) and not that you're trying to fix our 10 year friendship. obviously we've stopped talking for a reason, and i don't see you asking why we stopped. if you're not willing to fix things-- and since i'm the one who's upset with you, i think you should-- than neither am i. i just can't believe how uncaring you are. you who claim to 'listen to [your] friends.'" i think that says things right on the dot, and i can't wait to hear her reply. but i think she's gonna be too chicken to reply to it. i feel really strongly about where i stand in this situation so if you try to convince me otherwise, i think i'm just gonna be stubborn and not want to listen to your viewpoint. actually, i think i'll still listen but i'll still hold my ground cuz i'm really upset at her for doing this. not just to me, but for other people she'll affect in the future as well. what do you think of me after you've read this?