the lives of others
so I have to say, watching my friend continue to kill herself is hardly doing wonders for my own self esteem. I passed the point where I could afford to be too invested in her health, just because it was so hard on me. Still I am 150% supportive of her and I really believe in her ability to overcome this thing.
However it does not help *AT ALL* when I go to the gym and see she's burned 900 calories in 45 minutes, and probably didn't eat today. 900 calories? First, how is that possible. Second, WTF?? I dunno...
I have my own issues with food and my body and it just severely bothers me like a really bad itch or something. Partly cause I care and partly cause it makes me think about myself too!
And then I want to be a model. But then I don't.
I know, I know. We cannot be too invested in the lives of others.
However it does not help *AT ALL* when I go to the gym and see she's burned 900 calories in 45 minutes, and probably didn't eat today. 900 calories? First, how is that possible. Second, WTF?? I dunno...
I have my own issues with food and my body and it just severely bothers me like a really bad itch or something. Partly cause I care and partly cause it makes me think about myself too!
And then I want to be a model. But then I don't.
I know, I know. We cannot be too invested in the lives of others.