It's Been A Loooonnnggg Day
I just back at the college from my film shoot with the crew. We filmed quite a bit of footge, all with different angles and pans and styles. We're filming a horror movie about a girl (played by a pretty Italian woman named Pam) who is followed home from school one night and is brutally killed. We're gonna show a lot different shots, the most interesting will be the shots in the Point of View of the Killer. The crew went to go film that now, but since I have to be home by a certain time Melissa dropped me off at the campus to be picked up and taken home. I feel so tired and I have a headache. I've been up since 7:30, which is really early for me. I just wanna go home and go to bed.
I didn't get to talk to Shaun at all today. I think this is the first time in 4 years that we haven't talked in a day. I feel incomplete not talking to him. I'm looking forward to my day off tomorrow (with the exception of class) and Shaun has a day off from work too, so that will be nice for both of us. Does anyone else feel "incomplete" too when they don't talk to their lover for a single day? Sometimes I feel like I'm obsessive. But I'm not really "obsessed", I iust love talking to him and playing WoW together. He makes me happy. He's putting together a christmas package to send to me which I think is really sweet. He has sent me one for the past 3 years. I remember the first Christmas we knew each other he sent me a really cute Christmas ecard. It made me laugh and I felt special because I felt like he cared about me. I told him how I felt for him only days later, on New Years Eve. So New Years Eve is always special to me because it marks the beginning of our relationship.
I'm sorry I'm rambling. I hope this hasn't bored anyone. I promise I will post pix of my artwork soon, of some of the pix I made for my college entrance portfolio. Some of the pix are crap in my opinion, so I won't post those ones hehe. But I will post something, most likely tomorrow so stay tuned ;).
I didn't get to talk to Shaun at all today. I think this is the first time in 4 years that we haven't talked in a day. I feel incomplete not talking to him. I'm looking forward to my day off tomorrow (with the exception of class) and Shaun has a day off from work too, so that will be nice for both of us. Does anyone else feel "incomplete" too when they don't talk to their lover for a single day? Sometimes I feel like I'm obsessive. But I'm not really "obsessed", I iust love talking to him and playing WoW together. He makes me happy. He's putting together a christmas package to send to me which I think is really sweet. He has sent me one for the past 3 years. I remember the first Christmas we knew each other he sent me a really cute Christmas ecard. It made me laugh and I felt special because I felt like he cared about me. I told him how I felt for him only days later, on New Years Eve. So New Years Eve is always special to me because it marks the beginning of our relationship.
I'm sorry I'm rambling. I hope this hasn't bored anyone. I promise I will post pix of my artwork soon, of some of the pix I made for my college entrance portfolio. Some of the pix are crap in my opinion, so I won't post those ones hehe. But I will post something, most likely tomorrow so stay tuned ;).