rebirth
the other day, i woke up and i was different.
something in my head snapped together and things started making sense again.
i didn't think it would hit me like that....all of a sudden and out of nowhere
i decided to bury my past...
yes, i was mistreated....but i have done plenty of mistreating in my past
i was lied to by many....but i had my own lies i told...many of them
people took some of my dignity....but there again in return i have taken some dignity from others.
you get back what you have given...and sometimes we become those we try so hard to avoid. it's human nature.
i decided to quit listening to my parents on some matters.
pot is not a horrible thing....i love it infact.
i don't want to dislike nor feel negative emotion towards anyone...
i just want to love and be loved in return
i want my daughter to do the same
i want to live on my own standards of right and wrong.
not what i was raised to believe...b/c something that happen to us aren't as terrible as my parents have come to believe.
there is alot of evil and horrible things in this world....but we only reinforce the matter by believing everyone has evil in them.
i'd rather believe we all have some good in us.
i'm sick of seeing everyone's fault before their good-doing.
it only makes those i look at stuck where they are in their faults.
they can't progress if i only see the bad
i'm just sick of the negative
i know it exists, and i know it's all around me....but i refuse to breathe it in anymore.
i want to raise camryn from my own experiences...not how my parents raised us.
i want her to be independent...feel she is a liberated soul and a TRUE individual. i want to believe in whatever god she wants to believe in.
i want to teach her to love; to share it, spread it and make it.
i just feel different today. happy....loving and more in touch with myself than ever before.
peace
something in my head snapped together and things started making sense again.
i didn't think it would hit me like that....all of a sudden and out of nowhere
i decided to bury my past...
yes, i was mistreated....but i have done plenty of mistreating in my past
i was lied to by many....but i had my own lies i told...many of them
people took some of my dignity....but there again in return i have taken some dignity from others.
you get back what you have given...and sometimes we become those we try so hard to avoid. it's human nature.
i decided to quit listening to my parents on some matters.
pot is not a horrible thing....i love it infact.
i don't want to dislike nor feel negative emotion towards anyone...
i just want to love and be loved in return
i want my daughter to do the same
i want to live on my own standards of right and wrong.
not what i was raised to believe...b/c something that happen to us aren't as terrible as my parents have come to believe.
there is alot of evil and horrible things in this world....but we only reinforce the matter by believing everyone has evil in them.
i'd rather believe we all have some good in us.
i'm sick of seeing everyone's fault before their good-doing.
it only makes those i look at stuck where they are in their faults.
they can't progress if i only see the bad
i'm just sick of the negative
i know it exists, and i know it's all around me....but i refuse to breathe it in anymore.
i want to raise camryn from my own experiences...not how my parents raised us.
i want her to be independent...feel she is a liberated soul and a TRUE individual. i want to believe in whatever god she wants to believe in.
i want to teach her to love; to share it, spread it and make it.
i just feel different today. happy....loving and more in touch with myself than ever before.
peace