Feb 27, 2006 22:44
I'M HURTING....AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT
I CAN'T RUN BACK TO HIM...PLEADING TO LOVE ME
I CAN'T PUT HIM OUT OF MY MIND B/C EVERYTIME I LOOK AT CAMRYN I'M REMINDED OF IT ALL
OF HOW I FEEL NOW...OF HOW I FELT THEN....OF ALL THAT I CAN'T FIX!!!!
I'M DYING INSIDE....I DON'T WANT TO CRY B/C BEING WEAK DOESN'T FIX SHIT.
i just want to go back and I CAN'T!
.......i feel helpless
i don't even want to be writing this...fuck it
it's bullshit and that's ALL it is.