Dec 16, 2006 22:44
I went for a CT Scan today to figure out WTF is up with my stomach and side.. Everyone said the worst part would be drinking that stuff that makes your insides glow. Honestly, that was the EASIEST part. It didn't taste that bad, I got it down quick. The worst part, for me, was the IV. UGH. its not so much getting pricked, because I don't care when I get blood drawn. Its the fact that there's a needle hanging out of my arm, and its gross.
As for the results, I find out next week. Its between Appendicitus, ovarian sist. (eeeewww) and some other long not good stuff.
Next Thursday is a big day for Marquis and Me, hopefully it ends good. Some people know what I'm talking about, others don't. If you do, then you know how terrifying it is. I can't loose him, and I'm so scared I will. It just goes to show how much your past affects your future.
This winter break is going to be stressful. I find out what's wrong with me, and I have a 50/50 chance of loosing Marquis for a long period of time.
Am I scared? Psh. That doesn't even begin to describe it.