Ugh!!
You know what i know that I ended up pushing my friends out of my life regardless of if at the time i realized it or not. I have accepted the results of doing that and i'm doing pretty well with it though i rather have some of my friend back but it seems i don't have time any more and times have changed, but there are a few i rather not talk to or see again. One particular person just doesn't get it with me she doesn't get it.. I don't care what happens to you, I don't care to hear your voice what so ever and whatever you tell me when you do talk to me doesn't matter me cause it is probably just lies, I know you will never read this cause only few know of the journal but i feel the need to get it out of me. I'm sorry!! to the ones i have hurt. I'm sorry, I should have never lead you on, but I am more sorry to the one I love I never meant to hurt you! You make me happiest person alive because you gave me second chance to love me. I'm sorry!! For the one that likes to call me just leave me be I'm much happier without you in my life.