You do not know what you are talking about. You do not understand me, nor the situation that I find myself in. You have not seen the tears, seen the anger and seen the hurt. You cannot come in and start to be crusader, fighting for the good of my friends.
My GOOD friends have no problem with my behavior right now. Ian, Lewis, Surzy, Angela and Moo seem to have no problem with me.
The only ones moaning are the ones that need a lot of attention. Attention for others is not something I have to give right now. I have stood by people for months, listening endlessly to upset, moaning, tears, anger and more. Now its my time for support all I get is shit off people like you and people who are not the friends the profess to be.
I am sorry, but some people understand, and some don't. I dont care who I lose along the way. My mother is very ill, do you undertsand that? I may never walk properly, can you conceive how that feels?
Angie i know this is very hard for you but dont worry bout me, i always seem to land on my feet. Just concentrate on what is most important, you and your mum. I am always here if you need to talk.
Hayley you have no idea of what Angie is going through, her mum is in hospital to go with everything else that she is going through. So dont come out with stupid comments like that cos it really dont help.
Thanks babe, i'd love to say I won't worry about you but I cannot help it. Its just instinct. Thank you for your kind words.
Your friendship is one that respects and understands me right now. That means a lot to me. I know you are there if I need you, as I am you. I also know you would understand if I am not in touch everyday, or if I don't see you as often. Something we are dealing with right now.
What cannot understand is how some people do not understand. All I can assume is that they do not know me.
Love you babe and Your little lady too, she stops me worrying as much cos I know you are in good hands.
No I don't know you that well, and if you are not having a go on Lora's behalf then what the FUCK are you talking about.
Not one of my friends has a problem with me at the minute and I cannot see where you think you have the right to tell me I am in the wrong!
If my actions were going to lose me friends then that would be for me to deal with, but it doesn't seem that way. My REAL friends are all happy and content with the current situation, and I have some fantastic friends around me.
You don't understand, but I don't expect you too. However having a go at me on MSN and commenting like you have on my journal is the LAST thing I need. That is why you are NOT a friend of mine, and after the last few days you never will be.
I've not been on for a few days - and i'm getting told i'm no longer in your list of good friends??????
What hayley has just said has nothing to do with me!!!!!!!
I am not moaning that you are ill - i'm upset because you no longer want to talk to me - you talk to others but have cut me out. If you want to do that then ok - i can't stop you - but i don't want to lopse someone i call a friend! Someone i care about so much - and someone who i worry about all the time!!!!
But suddenly i'm not a good enough friend - i've text you at least once a day - and rang you to see if you are ok - but you do not want to talk to me! I can't get round this - it's not me whose put the barriers up - it's you!
I do not have a problem with you being miserable now - as i never have had a problem with it in the past.
As stated to Hayley, if not you, then who. COs she has no valid opinion reference for her beliefs other than you!
However I will take you at your word, I always do.
Yes in your case I HAVE put some barriers up. As for why there are old reasons, and new emotions. That I cannot help. Whether this changes in the future I do not know, time will tell.
My comments were aimed at people not mentioned in my journal, people who I do not class as friends. You were not in my good friend list as I did not even think. I had not spoke to you on that day, and you laso have a different attitude of my friends in the list.
Hwoever all of this is petty. I am not going to argue about my journal. It is my life and the way I CHOOSE to see it.
If you don't like it, don't read it. It is there for my own stress releif and the mild amusement of other. It is not a forum for arguement.
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You do not know what you are talking about. You do not understand me, nor the situation that I find myself in. You have not seen the tears, seen the anger and seen the hurt. You cannot come in and start to be crusader, fighting for the good of my friends.
My GOOD friends have no problem with my behavior right now. Ian, Lewis, Surzy, Angela and Moo seem to have no problem with me.
The only ones moaning are the ones that need a lot of attention. Attention for others is not something I have to give right now. I have stood by people for months, listening endlessly to upset, moaning, tears, anger and more. Now its my time for support all I get is shit off people like you and people who are not the friends the profess to be.
I am sorry, but some people understand, and some don't. I dont care who I lose along the way. My mother is very ill, do you undertsand that? I may never walk properly, can you conceive how that feels?
NO !
Angie x x
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Hayley you have no idea of what Angie is going through, her mum is in hospital to go with everything else that she is going through. So dont come out with stupid comments like that cos it really dont help.
Ian
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Your friendship is one that respects and understands me right now. That means a lot to me. I know you are there if I need you, as I am you. I also know you would understand if I am not in touch everyday, or if I don't see you as often. Something we are dealing with right now.
What cannot understand is how some people do not understand. All I can assume is that they do not know me.
Love you babe and Your little lady too, she stops me worrying as much cos I know you are in good hands.
Angie x x
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but its okay.from the both of you blocking me on msn i understand exactly now.
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I know you both oh so well, and I also know that my other friends have no problem with me right now!
Even Lewis, who is taking more shit than he deserves, understands!
So I ask you who has the problem, me and all the friends standing by me? or you and Lora?
Angie x
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and i dont think you know me well at all.
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Not one of my friends has a problem with me at the minute and I cannot see where you think you have the right to tell me I am in the wrong!
If my actions were going to lose me friends then that would be for me to deal with, but it doesn't seem that way. My REAL friends are all happy and content with the current situation, and I have some fantastic friends around me.
You don't understand, but I don't expect you too. However having a go at me on MSN and commenting like you have on my journal is the LAST thing I need. That is why you are NOT a friend of mine, and after the last few days you never will be.
Angie
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I've not been on for a few days - and i'm getting told i'm no longer in your list of good friends??????
What hayley has just said has nothing to do with me!!!!!!!
I am not moaning that you are ill - i'm upset because you no longer want to talk to me - you talk to others but have cut me out. If you want to do that then ok - i can't stop you - but i don't want to lopse someone i call a friend! Someone i care about so much - and someone who i worry about all the time!!!!
But suddenly i'm not a good enough friend - i've text you at least once a day - and rang you to see if you are ok - but you do not want to talk to me! I can't get round this - it's not me whose put the barriers up - it's you!
I do not have a problem with you being miserable now - as i never have had a problem with it in the past.
lora x
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However I will take you at your word, I always do.
Yes in your case I HAVE put some barriers up. As for why there are old reasons, and new emotions. That I cannot help. Whether this changes in the future I do not know, time will tell.
My comments were aimed at people not mentioned in my journal, people who I do not class as friends. You were not in my good friend list as I did not even think. I had not spoke to you on that day, and you laso have a different attitude of my friends in the list.
Hwoever all of this is petty. I am not going to argue about my journal. It is my life and the way I CHOOSE to see it.
If you don't like it, don't read it. It is there for my own stress releif and the mild amusement of other. It is not a forum for arguement.
Angie x x
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