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so many things are going through my head right now..
im angry at whatever power is above us for so many things. mostly for taking away a great part of my and my friends life. it makes no sense. why must people who havent fully lived their lives die at such young ages? even though he wasnt young, he was still too young to die. only old people are supposed to die. its not fair.
today i felt a little let down by one of my friends. i think its been like this for a while, but i finally realized it when i saw him today. i felt so unappreciated by him, like my visit was utterly pointless and didnt matter. i felt forgotten. and i wanted so much to tell him, but i felt foolish.
i dunno.
i know im not making sense.
i guess thats what happens when you go through shit like this..
im angry at whatever power is above us for so many things. mostly for taking away a great part of my and my friends life. it makes no sense. why must people who havent fully lived their lives die at such young ages? even though he wasnt young, he was still too young to die. only old people are supposed to die. its not fair.
today i felt a little let down by one of my friends. i think its been like this for a while, but i finally realized it when i saw him today. i felt so unappreciated by him, like my visit was utterly pointless and didnt matter. i felt forgotten. and i wanted so much to tell him, but i felt foolish.
i dunno.
i know im not making sense.
i guess thats what happens when you go through shit like this..